May 2012
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Hi tumblr
I just wanted to let my special friends in on a little secret. I’ve started an online sex shop! It would be lovely if you would check us out at www.Little-Love-Shop.com
And and and for this long weekend we are wanting to offer a special little discount code. Enter MAYLONG at checkout for an extra 10% off.
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Jen and I gardening
Jen: *serious gardening*
Me: look Jen! Look at me by the flowers.
Jen: *serious gardening*
Me: Jen? Jen can we go inside now? I’m bored.
Jen: *serious gardening*
Me: *little bits of hoeing* Jen. Jen I’m hoeing. Look at me and this fine hoe. *starts singing snoop dogg in my head*
Every time I think I’m getting better the day after I feel ten times worse. I think I’m just not supposed to be better.
April 2012
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I want to take beautiful pictures and make wonderful things.
I want to spend the rest of my life madly deeply ridiculously in love.
I want to feel creative and fulfilled.
I want to feel that there’s a purpose to where I am so far.
“Would you want your daughter to do what you’re doing?” or its variant, “Would you want your daughter to have access to your work?” are meant to call out hypocrisy in those of us who support sexual freedom. And in truth, if initially gave me pause: Do I really really believe in a woman’s right to do what she wants with her body? Even when that body is of my...
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I made the mistake of reading ahead in my CBT booklet. One of the first steps we have to do is write down the problems we have, no matter how big or small.
That is the first problem for my list.
You make me sick so sick.
I’m just gonna have a Le Tigre dance party and forget that I woke up today.
I feel good today. I am going to write thank you notes on nude photographs of myself and send them to my heroes. You know what? Forget heroes. I’m going to send them to strangers. To people who catch my eye. To beautiful broken future best friends. That is a pretty good way to make friends I think, but maybe I’m the wrong person to ask.
- Joeu Comeau
March 2012
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I just found the card that was with my gift you sent me for Secret Santa. You have no idea how much that gift meant to me, I felt so special, so loved. I wish I had never lost you like I did, realizing that I don’t really even have a way to contact you anymore makes my heart pound and not in a good way. I love you, I miss you terribly and I hope all is well with you.
February 2012
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Have you had a moment forced the whole heart to grow or retract? Or just shrink. Does the heart shrink? Tell me everything. Tell me everything you know. Were you told as a child how cruel the whole world can be? Did anybody ever tell you that? Tell me what your purpose is? Who it was that put you here and why? Did anybody really put you here at all? And what of those necessities? Like how to cope...
I don't know how to explain it.
I just feel so uncomfortable in my own skin.
Starting Drugs.
This is huge for me and I’m terrified. I wish I could explain it better than terrified but all I feel like is I’m losing my mind.
I don’t start with my counsellor until March. How do I explain to someone that I don’t even know that all I want to do is cry and lay in bed? I hated answering his questions on the phone. “How were you disciplined as a child?”
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I hate feeling crazy.
January 2012
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Progress:
I have finished a bunch of projects lately and to be honest I’m pretty fucking proud of myself. It’s stupid and amazing how easy it is to just go and do it and it’s done and I don’t have to be frustrated that I never accomplish anything.
December 2011
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Alvin
Do people normally get painfully emotionally attached to hamsters?? Seriously if/when my little buddy dies I am going to be a fucking wreck.
He’s running around in his ball right now and I’ve gone and checked that the basement door is closed at least 3 times. #neurotic-hamster-momma
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November 2011
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October 2011
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September 2011
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I get so warm and fuzzy inside when my friends...
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I leave for Victoria on Sunday guys!
10 days of working my fucking ass off merchandising and setting up a brand new store.
I want to take my camera and take pictures of the shit I do to accomplish some sort of portfolio but uhhh is making power tools and shop equipment look good something I can make a portfolio out of?? It’s not like I’d be dressing mannequins or anything like that.
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